institutionalized

• suicidal tendencies in 1983 yilinda kendi adiyla cıkardigi albumden eglenceli bir de klibe sahip olan parcasi.mtv de yayinlanan ilk hardcore punk video oldugu acıklanmıs.ayrıca emilio estevez in classic cult filmi repo mande ve miami viceda kullanılmıs.
  sözlerini de yazayım tam olsun :
  
  sometimes i try to do things and it just doesn't work out the way i wanted
  to.
  i get real frustrated and i try hard to do it and i take my time and it
  doesn't work out the way i wanted to.
  it's like i concentrate real hard and it doesn't work out
  everything i do and everything i try never turns out
  it's like i need time to figure these things out
  but there's always someone there going
  
  hey mike:
  you know we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately.you
  know, maybe you should get away and maybe you should talk about it, maybe
  you'll feel a lot better
  
  and i go:
  no it's okay, you know i'll figure it out, just leave me alone i'll figure
  it out. you know i'll just work by myself.
  
  and they go:
  well you know if you want to talk about it i'll be here you know and you'll
  probably feel a lot better if you talk about it.
  
  and i go:
  no i don't want to i'm okay, i'll figure it out myself and they just keep
  bugging me and they just keep bugging me and it builds up inside and it
  builds up inside.
  
  so you're gonna be institutionalized
  you'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes
  you won't have any say
  they'll brainwash you until you see their way.
  
  i'm not crazy - institutionalized
  you're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
  you're driving me crazy - institutionalized
  
  they stuck me in an institution
  said it was the only solution
  to give me the needed professional help
  to protect me from the enemy, myself
  
  i was in my room and i was just like staring at the wall thinking about
  everything but then again i was thinking about nothing
  and then my mom came in and i didn't even know she was there she called my
  name and i didn't even hear it, and then she started screaming mike! mike!
  and i go:
  what, what's the matter
  and she goes:
  what's the matter with you?
  i go:
  there's nothing-wrong mom.
  and she goes:
  don't tell me that, you're on drugs!
  and i go:
  no mom i'm not on drugs i'm okay, i was just thinking you know, why don't
  you get me a pepsi.
  and she goes:
  no you're on drugs!
  i go:
  mom i'm okay, i'm just thinking.
  she goes:
  no you're not thinking, you're on drugs! normal people don't act that way!
  i go:
  mom just give me a pepsi please
  all i want is a pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me
  all i wanted was a pepsi, just one pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me.
  just a pepsi.
  
  they give you a white shirt with long sleeves
  tied around you're back, you're treated like thieves
  drug you up because they're lazy
  it's too much work to help a crazy
  
  i'm not crazy - institutionalized
  you're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
  you're driving me crazy - institutionalized
  
  they stuck me in an institution
  said it was the only solution
  to give me the needed professional help
  to protect me from the enemy, myself
  
  i was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in and they pulled up
  achair and they sat down, they go:
  mike, we need to talk to you
  and i go:
  okay what's the matter
  they go:
  me and your mom have been noticing lately that you've been having a lot of
  problems, you've been going off for no reason and we're afraid you're gonna
  hurt somebody, we're afraid you're gonna hurt yourself.
  so we decided that it would be in your interest if we put you somewhere
  where you could get the help that you need.
  and i go:
  wait, what do you mean, what are you talking about, we decided!? my best
  interest?! how can you know what's my best interest is? how can you say what
  my best interest is? what are you trying to say, i'm crazy? when i went to
  your schools, i went to your churches, i went to your institutional learning
  facilities?! so how can you say i'm crazy.
  
  they say they're gonna fix my brain
  alleviate my suffering and my pain
  but by the time they fix my head
  mentally i'll be dead
  
  i'm not crazy - institutionalized
  you're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
  you're driving me crazy - institutionalized
  
  they stuck me in an institution
  said it was the only solution
  to give me the needed professional help
  to protect me from the enemy, myself
  
  it doesn't matter the insurance money is about to run out anyhow. hahahaha
• ing. kurumsallaştırmak
• ingilizcede "akıl hastanesine tıkılmış" anlamında kullanılan sözcük
• shawshank redemption'da hapishane duvarları dışında var olamayacak kadar çok uzun süre hapiste kalan mahkumlara denir. bu kişiler artık cezaevinin bir parçası adeta kurumun bir elemanı haline gelmiştir. kemikleşme anlamı taşır.
• iron man filminde başlarda tony stark hot rod'u tamir ederken arkada çalan şarkıdır.
• suicidal tendencies'e ait klibin bir sahnesinde 2-3 saniye tom araya gözükmektedir.
• genç mike'ın ailesi ile olan çatışmasını anlatan şarkı.
• body count tarafından da taze bir cover'ı yapılmış st şarkısı.
  
  2 gün önce de klibi yayınlanmış hatta.
• 2015 yılında çıkmış en iyi birkaç parçadan biridir muhtemelen.
  
  to pimp a butterfly'ı ilk dinlemeye başladığımda albümden favorim u idi. ilk haftaları atlattıktan sonra birkaç ay boyunca en iyisinin these walls olduğunu düşündüm. sonra biraz ara verdim. tekrardan dinlemeye başladığımda alright ve king kunta favorim olmuştu. sonra daha da uzun bir ara verdim. untitled unmastered albümü çıkışının vesilesiyle tekrardan albümü dinlemeye başladım ve artık eminim. institutionalized albümün en iyi şarkısıdır.
• suicidal tendencies - institutionalized