courageous

• gardenian sarkisi, sindustries'den. epey neselidir, girisiyle adami hemen haydin oturmaya mi geldik moduna sokar hic affetmez. yillar once dinlerken nasil cosuyorsak simdi de oyle cosuyoruz. "niye dagildin be gardenian?" diye isyan ediyor ve alin teri degil kopi peyst sozlerini hemen yaziyoruz:
  
  existing for chaos
  to harm conceive and lie
  twisting all straight answers i'm a fake
  silently respectfully i move behind your backs
  secretly suspiciously i create my little lies
  i seem to have forgotten the truth
  as well as story
  nothing no longer adds up
  regretting my conviction to be as every one
  hiding my solutions deep in my pride
  "i am here for you"
  "i am here for you"
  no one longer listens
  i have a hard time to reach out
  might they have discovered all my wrongs
  i guess i never realised the problems
  that i've caused
  i guess i have myself to blame
  for trusting all those lies
  
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  i must reach out explain these lies
  i just don't have the courage
  to do it at this time
  i must reach out explain these lies
  i just don't have the courage
  to do it at this time