i don't know what it is

• rufus wainwright'ın want one albümünden güzeller güzeli bir şarkı.
  
  i don't know what it is
  but you got to do it
  i don't know where to go
  but you got to be there
  i don't know where to fall
  but i know that's it's comfortable where
  i don't know where it is
  putting all of my time in learning to care
  and a bucket of rhymes i threw up somewhere
  want a locket of who made me lose
  my perfunctory view of all that is around
  and of all that i do
  so i knock on the door, take a step that is new
  never been here before
  is there anyone else who's too
  in love with beauty
  playing all of the games
  and thinks three's company
  is there anyone else who has slightly mysterious bruises
  i don't know what it is
  sick of looking around at friendly faces
  all declaring a war on far off places
  is there anyone else who is through
  with complaining about what's done unto us
  so i knock on the door
  and i am on a train
  going god knows where to
  to get me over, to get me over
  get me heaven or hell, calais or dover
  i was hoping the train was my big number
  taking the santa fe and the atchison topeka
  but we're chugging along, dunaway by the crossing
  and could be heading for poland or limbo or lower manhattan
  find myself running around
  
  i don't know what it is
  to get me over
  
  to get me over
  you gotta to do it
  you gotta be there