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    i really don't know what i'm doing here
    i really think i should've gone to bed tonight but...
    just one drink
    and there're some people to meet you
    i think that you'll like them
    i have to say we do
    and i promise in less than an hour we will honestly go
    now why don't i just get you another
    while you just say hello...

    yeah just say hello...

    so i'm clutching it tight
    another glass in my hand
    and my mouth and the smiles
    moving up as i stand up
    too close and too wide
    and the smiles are too bright
    and i breathe in too deep
    and my head's getting light
    but the air is getting heavier and it's closer
    and i'm starting to sway
    and the hands on all my shoulders don't have names
    and they won't go away
    so here i go
    here i go again...

    falling into strangers
    and it's only just eleven
    and i'm staring like a child
    until someone slips me heaven
    and i take it on my knees
    just like a thousand times before
    and i get transfixed
    that fixed
    and i'm just looking at the floor
    just looking at the floor
    yeah i look at the floor

    and i'm starting to laugh
    like an animal in pain
    and i've got blood on my hands
    and i've got hands in my brain
    and the first short retch
    leaves me gasping for more
    and i stagger over screaming
    on my way to the floor
    and i'm back on my back
    with the lights and the lies in my eyes
    and the colour and the music's too loud
    and my head's all the wrong size
    so here i go
    here i go again...

    yeah i laugh and i jump
    and i sing and i laugh
    and i dance and i laugh
    and i laugh and i laugh
    and i can't seem to think
    where this is
    who i am
    why i'm keeping this going
    keep pouring it out
    keep pouring it down
    and the way the rain comes down hard
    that's the way i feel inside...

    i can't take it anymore
    this it i've become
    this is it like i get
    when my life's going numb
    i just keep moving my mouth
    i just keep moving my feet
    i say i'm loving you to death
    like i'm losing my breath
    and all the smiles that i wear
    and all the games that i play
    and all the drinks that i mix
    and i drink until i'm sick
    and all the faces that i make
    and all the shapes that i throw
    and all the people i meet
    and all the words that i know
    makes me sick to the heart
    oh i feel so tired...

    and the way the rain comes down hard
    that's how i feel inside...
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