you oughta know

• sozleri anlamadan dinlense bile nefretle soylendigi anla$ilabilecek $arkilardan. "you'd hold me until you died, but you're still alive" kismi icimi parcalar.
  
  i want you to know, that i am happy for you
  i wish nothing but the best for you both
  an older version of me
  is she perverted like me?
  would she go down on you in a theater?
  does she speak eloquently
  and would she have your baby?
  i'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
  
  'cause the love that you gave that we made
  wasn't able to make it enough for you
  to be open wide, no
  and every time you speak her name
  does she know how you told me
  you'd hold me until you died
  till you died, but you're still alive
  
  and i'm here, to remind you
  of the mess you left when you went away
  it's not fair, to deny me
  of the cross eyed bear that you gave to me
  you, you, you oughta know
  
  you seem very well, things look peaceful
  i'm not quite as well, i thought you should know
  did you forget about me, mr. duplicity?
  i hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
  it was a slap in the face
  how quickly i was replaced
  and are you thinking of me when you fuck her?
  
  'cause the joke that you laid in the bed
  that was me and i'm not gonna fade
  as soon as you close your eyes, and you know it
  and every time i scratch my nails
  down someone else's back i hope you feel it
  well, can you feel it?