before i disappear

• "she was gone. and the scary thing is she reminded me a little bit of you and just like you, she left someone behind."
  
  "the world is a cold and lonely place without you in it, vista. i just miss you. and since you've been gone i've been accused of being an observer, a user, a loner, a cleaner, a failure and a fool but never a participant. no. no one's ever accused me of that... i'm coming home to see you"
  
  (bkz: i'll be seeing you)