outside in

• mükemmel bir circle of dust parçası. kıvrandırır.
  
  it's hard for me to face that so much time has passed
  and all the things that went away were those ı thought would last
  it’s hard to look into the mirror dark within
  and not embracing the reflection there may be my greatest sin
  
  sometimes i feel i'm on the outside looking in
  it's like i'm watching someone else living in my skin
  hope has stained my heart in vain, i'm drowning in my sin
  sometimes i feel i'm on the outside looking in
  outside looking in
  
  standing here with empty hands to fill my heart
  (standing here with empty hands to fill my heart)
  and thinking i am winning in a race i didn't start
  why is it that i always fail to hit the mark?
  (why is it that ı always fail to hit the mark?)
  how can i be connecting while i'm unplugged in my heart?
  
  sometimes i feel i'm on the outside looking in
  it's like i'm watching someone else living in my skin
  hope has stained my heart in vain, ı'm drowning in my sin
  sometimes i feel i'm on the outside looking in
  outside looking in
  
  father, have mercy on your son
  and always bring me home again however far i've run
  father, grant wisdom for within
  so i no longer have to be on the outside looking in