dying i only feel apathy

• now as i am to be bereaft of my troth
  i cry aloud my last words of lost hope.
  a violent gust of wind is my frame of mind;
  huxes like moisture through pores.
  
  i am unwilling to forgive
  him who depriev'd me of my life -
  gloaming the sequence -
  a momentary view.
  perishing intervals of rejoice -
  my supreme happiness is lost!
  
  baleful emotions of fear - my body is the earth -
  the earth is now destined to be made forlorn -
  forlorn from the enlivening energies.
  am i not anylonger living?
  
  in mournful silence i suffer -
  in peace i now will rest.
  my hard-working hands
  are now reposed.
  
  i close thee my beloved into my heart -
  conceal thy memory in my inner sanctum.
  in my thoughts thou shalt forever be -
  as a dear and precious remembrance.
  
  i'm dethroned in the reign of entity -
  my tears descend like of abony -
  life is the theatre of tragedy -
  dying - i only feel apathy!
• ozellıkle 3.30'uncu dakıkasında sonra ayrı guzel olan parcadır.
• theatre of tragedy'nin 1994'teki ilk demosunda^* ve 1995'teki ilk albümünde^** yer alan güzel bir parcası^*.