blood in the cut

• "all i do is pretend to be ok so my friends can't see my heart in the blender" dedirten k. flay şarkısı.
  
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  the boy ı love's got another girl
  he might be fucking her right now
  ı don't have an apartment
  thought if ı was smart ı'd make it far
  but ı'm still at the start
  
  guess ı'm contagious it'd be safest if you ran
  fuck that's what they all just end up doing in the end
  take my car and paint it black
  take my arm, break it in half
  say something, do it soon
  ıt's too quiet in this room
  
  ı need noise
  ı need the buzz of a sub
  need the crack of a whip
  need some blood in the cut
  ı need noise
  ı need the buzz of a sub
  need the crack of a whip
  need some blood in the cut
  ı need blood in the cut
  ı need blood in the cut
  
  met back up with the boy ı love
  cried on the streets of san francisco
  ı don't have an agenda
  all ı do is pretend to be ok so my friends
  can't see my heart in the blender
  lately, ı've been killing all my time
  reading through your messages my favorite way to die
  take my head and kick it in
  break some bread for all my sins
  say a word, do it soon
  ıt's too quiet in this room
  
  ı need noise
  ı need the buzz of a sub
  need the crack of a whip
  need some blood in the cut
  ı need noise
  ı need the buzz of a sub
  need the crack of a whip
  need some blood in the cut
  ı need blood in the cut
  ı need blood in the cut
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