scarred for life

• nightingale'in i albümünün giriş şarkısı.
  
  i'm feeling so empty inside
  when the fragments of pain return from the back of my mind
  of all of the lies i've been told we love you must be the worst
  
  i couldn't find any reason to stay
  my life is too precious to sacrifice
  the darkest of shadows follow my soul
  tonight i will join all lost ones on the run
  
  i have to run away
  
  i'm all alone in this world
  when the memories arise and punch a new hole in my soul
  i'm hiding my head in my hands for the fragments to disappear
  
  i wait for the nightfall, eager to leave
  i whisper goodbye to the house of fear
  watching my sister cry in her sleep
  one day she will understand
  
  i know i'm scarred for life
  all messed up with no place to go
  i'm out here all alone
  lonelier than the streets i wander
  i'll always have these scars inside
  
  i'm scarred for life
  
  i'm lost in the cold of the night
  looking for shelter until the dawn turns to day
  i'm holding my hands to my head
  for the silence to reappear
  
  the fragments and places remembered with fear
  never to leave, just fade away
  i'll carry them with me forever and a day
  just like a nail in my heart