living

• aydın esen'in son albümü.
  (bkz: vinnie colaiuta)
  (bkz: miroslav vitous)
• bu aydın esen albümü orda bulunan herkesin şaşkın bakışları altında tamamen canlı ve "one take" tabir edilen şekilde provasız tek denemede kaydedilmiştir. esen, colaiuta ve vitous arasında ki iletişim nerdeyse gözle görünecek kadar yoğundu. hayatımda yaşadığım en güzel kayıt ve mix deneyimlerinden olduğunu söylemeliyim ve hatta söylüyorum.
• bu albümün kayıt ve mixlerini, pek değerli ekşi sözlük yazarı alp turaç yapmıştır.
• ^*(bkz: invertions)
• tipik caz armonilerinden arınmış doğaçlamalarıyla çalındığı ortamı boyayan bir şaheser.zaman zaman ambient makamında da dinleniyor,sakinliği ve sürükleyiciliğiyle ilham perilerini ayaklandırıyor.
• bir içimlik aydın esen albümü.. ^*
• yunan alternatif rock grubu transistor'un "things you miss when you blink" adini tasiyan albumunun acilis sarkisi.
  
  sozlerinide kopyalayip yapistiriyim tam olsun;
  
  i would like to fall up on a hill
  looking up the sky
  oh god id love to fly
  
  this is the living
  living off the dead
  we 're scavenging? those we kill
  for our own benefit
  
  i would like to fall
  fall up on a hill
  and looking up the sky
  oh god id love to fly
  the idea that were gonna be able to provide this kind of therapy
  for individuals in the us is offensible
  this will be available to the wealthy and
  people who are willing to sell their homes basically to get to get to extend their lives.
  
  this is the living
  living off the dead
  i hate to say it so bluntly but thats exactly what it is,
  
  i have concluded for my own life
  given the choice between
  amputation and saving my life by the death of somebody else
  you can just call me gimpy .
  
  i would like to fall
  fall up on a hill
  and looking up the sky
  oh god id love to fly.
  
  (bkz: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hwdrfubgjxm)
• living is not easy. not everyone can live. not everyone can even understand what living is. living is feeling, to say the least. living is to hurt and harm, and love, and mend, and break again. living is not only to give but also to take the hurting in your own heart. it's not something you can do comfortably in your corner. you have to get out there, get hit and throw a couple of shots yourself. run, fall apart, get up and run but you have to be out there. out there, there's joy, ecstasy, sorrow, despair and hate and fear and anger. you have to let go of the control sometimes and sometimes you need to hold it all together. just as you can't know colors unless you know more than the basics, you can't know life if you've always been safe. there's white but there's dirty white, and fluorescent white. and just as in life white doesn't finish where grey or beige begins. sometimes they collide and you can't tell them apart, when you absolutely have to tell them apart. even if your life depends on that you tell them apart.
  living. i've not done it properly. i know i won't. but i've done it better than most people i know. still i feel like a pussy for never trying shit that would only result in agony or trouble, for always having an emergency exit at any troublesome endeavor. there have been dares i didn't face, drugs that i didn't try and people i didn't stand up to. the more i contemplate on it the more i realize every time i experienced something that most people in my life consider "daring, crazy etc." i always knew i was safe. to this day i can't fully enjoy trampolines because i am unable to free fall. i can't just lose control, give in and let gravity pull me as fast it can.
  living is for the young; young in attitude, young in spirit and young in mind. to dare and to face up and to flip the bird to the whole world and say "i'm not afraid to be out there and i'm not afraid to be completely lonely and i don't care about the storms you're brewing for me." i live and living has its toll. i'm ready to pay it because i know to live is my mission. it's why i'm here.
• bill nighy ve aimee lou wood'un başrollerinde olacağı uyarlama fim. akira kurosawa, shinobu hashimoto ve hideo oguni'nin yazdığı, kurosawa'nın yönettiği 1952 yapımı ikuru filminin uyarlaması olacak. nobel ve booker ödülü sahibi kazuo ishiguro, filmin senaryonu yazacak. oliver hermanus, filmin yönetmeni.
• bir nellie mckay şarkısı.^*
  
  oh, livin's a bunch of shit
  shittin's a part of livin'
  fartin's a friend of shittin', aye, and so we carry on
  
  bring me a clarinet
  get me a big brown derby
  buy me a lie a whale wide and sing a winter song
  
  ve livin'