cold

• soğuk taşlara çarparken ruhunu, ve beklerken tekrarlanmasını o ilk defa olan şeyin, ve olacak da, yine olacak, biliyorsun, hep olur çünkü, ama istemiyorsun tekrarlanmasını, ama, hadi üzme kendini, hep bir teselli vardır, hayat kadar soğuk her şey..sessizlik kadar soğuk..ama sen tek kelime bile etmeyeceksin, ..aynaya bak, bak ellerine, dudaklarına, evet, olacak, yemin ederim, hayat hep bir yolunu bulur teselli etmenin kimse mi yardım edemez? hiç mi kimse? bak gözlerine, buz olmuş, buz mavisi bu, deniz değil. adın da öyle işte...buz gibi...dondurdu kalbimi. hayat kadar soğuk her şey.
  
  dermiş gibi gelen the cure şarkısı.
• ing soguk.
• "twilight" film serisinin belki de tek güzel yanı olan harika orijinal şarkılarından biri. aqualung ve lucy schwartz söylüyor ve adamı perişan ediyor.
  
  god and his priests and his kings
  all were waiting
  all will wait
  as they go over
  
  held between heaven and hell
  as they're dancing,
  as they dance over and over
  over
  
  cold
  cold
  
  crimson and bare as i stand
  yours completely,
  yours as we go over
  
  sing for the lion and lamb
  their hearts are hunting
  still hearts hold ever and ever
  ever
  
  cold
  cold
  
  god and his priests and his kings
  turn their faces
  even they feel the cold
  
  what you are given
  can't be forgotten
  and never forsaken
  
  what you are given
  can't be forgotten
  and never forsaken
  
  what you are given
  can't be forgotten
• james’im blunt’ımın yeni güzelliği.
  
  sözlerini ve müziğini zaten çok beğenmiştim ama düzenlemesinde eski james blunt'ı arayıp bulamayınca bozulmuştum.
  
  youtube’da akustik performansını paylaştığını gördüm gece. daha dinlemeden verdim şukusunu. dinleyince de bayıldım tabii. sabah spotify’da bulabilme ümidiyle döndüm popomu uyudum.
  
  koca gün geçti, daha şimdi aklıma geldi aramak. evet, spotify’a da koymuş iki kulağımın çiçeği. sanki benim için, bana özel yapmış gibi duygulandım. gözlerim doldu. kafayı kırdım iyice.
  
  akustik versiyonlarla, gerçek enstrumanlı aranjelerle mutlu olan bi insanım; benim de günlerim böyle kurtuluyor, elimde değil. (bkz: #90742028)
• sigur ros'un sicak havalari bile -20'nin altina dusurebilen hasta ruhlu sarkisi.
• ilk bakista nickelback sarkisi gibi gelen crossfade sarkisi. kendimle ilgili sorunlarim var, bunlari gormeni istemedim, bu yuzden de sana bayilsam da uzak durdum, soguk oldugumu dusundurdugum icin uzgunum temasi etrafinda gelisen sozleri su sekilde.
  
  looking back at me i see
  that i never really got it right
  i never stopped to think of you
  i'm always wrapped up in
  things i cannnot win
  you are the antidote that gets me by
  something strong
  like a drug that gets me high
  
  what i really meant to say
  is i'm sorry for the way i am
  i never meant to be so cold to you
  
  and i'm sorry about all the lies
  maybe in a different light
  you could see me stand on my own again
  cause now i can see
  you were the antidote that got me by
  something strong like a drug that got me high
  i never meant to be so cold
  
  i never really wanted you to see
  the screwed up side of me that i keep
  locked inside of me so deep
  it always seems to get to me
  i never really wanted you to go
  so many things you should have known
  i guess for me theres just no hope
  i never meant to be so cold
• at the gates'in slaughter of the soul albümündeki üçüncü şarkıdır ve tartışmasız şahaserdir. solosunu o zamanlar aynı şehirde bir gitar dükkanında çalışmakta olan ve king diamond'un da gitaristi olan andy larocque çalmıştır. tüm grup elemanları king diamond hayranları oldukları için onun çalmasını istemişler. andy larocque soloyu çalmak için gitarıyla stüdyoya geldiğinde diğer tüm elemanların çıkmasını istemiş ve kendi başına soloyu çaldıktan sonra da gitmiştir. bunu götü kalkıklıktan değil de daha iyi sonuç almak için yaptığı söyleniyor.
• bir korn parçası.
  korn'un 13 eylülde çıkaracağı the nothing isimli albümünden çıkan 2. single'ı.
  
  youtube
  spotify
  
  sözlerini yazayım da tam olsun:
  
  they come for me, discomforting
  they make me feel like ı'm one step away
  from doing it, ı'm through with it
  ı can't do it, suffer, can't get to it
  they come for me, discomforting
  they make me feel like ı'm one step away
  from doing it, ı'm through with it
  ı can't do it, suffer, can't get to it
  
  set the bait and ı'm waiting
  ın a state of concentrating
  ı'm gonna knock this motherfucker down, down, down, down, down
  and there's a catch with this waiting
  all of my thoughts are overtaking
  do ı got the strength to take this fucker down
  
  deep in me, insulting
  talking shit, pushing me
  cold
  
  cold
  ınside lying deep, the father of hate
  the endless nightmare ı can never escape
  the broken in flames, they call out my name
  they dance in my dreams while ı scream out in pain
  
  ı'm on my way, this is the day
  this is the time to break it down
  get out my way, nothing can stay
  this is the time to break it down
  
  alone, awake with the craving
  ı watch my step, ı'm calculating
  on how ı'm taking this motherfucker down, down, down, down, down
  ı don't know what ı am thinking
  sometimes ı feel like ı am sinking
  ınto the ground ı'll call my grave
  
  cold
  ınside lying deep, the father of hate
  the endless nightmare ı can never escape
  
  ı'm on my way, this is the day
  this is the time to break it down
  get out my way, nothing can stay
  this is the time to break it down
  break it down
  
  deep in me, insulting
  talking shit, pushing me
  
  ı'm on my way, this is the day
  this is the time to break it down
  get out my way, nothing can stay
  this is the time to break it down
  ı'm on my way, this is the day
  this is the time to break it down
  get out my way, nothing can stay
  this is the time to break it down
  
  they come for me, discomforting
  they make me feel like ı'm one step away
  from doing it, ı'm through with it
  ı can't do it, suffer, can't get to it
  they come for me, discomforting
  they make me feel like ı'm one step away
  from doing it, ı'm through with it
  ı can't do it, suffer, can't get to it
• james blunt'ın son şarkısı. klibi de 14 yıl önce onu tanıdığımız you're beautiful'un devamı niteliğinde. orada üstünden çıkardığı ne varsa şimdi üstünde ^*
  biz bayıldık kıymetlimiss..
  
  cold: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xu4wn8wbtfe
  you're beautiful: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oofsnsgkops
• ağıt gibi bir (bkz: chris stapleton) şarkısıdır.
  
  girl, the way you broke my heart
  ıt shattered like a rock through a window
  ı thought we had it so good
  never really saw this comin'
  
  oh, why you got to be so cold?
  why you got to go and cut me like a knife
  and put our love on ice?
  oh, girl, you know you left this hole
  right here in the middle of my soul
  oh, why you got to be so cold?
  
  what am ı supposed to say
  ıf anybody asks me about you?
  ı guess ı'll tell 'em ı'm without you
  how am ı supposed to live
  when ı built my life around you?
  try to put yourself in my shoes
  
  oh, why you got to be so cold?
  why you got to go and cut me like a knife
  and put our love on ice?
  oh, girl, you know you left this hole
  right here in the middle of my soul
  oh, why you got to be so cold?
  
  ı can only feel my love hangin' on
  ı don't feel like it's over
  ı'm still on fire
  why you gotta be so?
  
  oh, why you got to be so cold?
  why you got to go and cut me like a knife
  and put our love on ice?
  oh, girl, you know you left this hole
  right here in the middle of my soul
  oh, why you got to be so cold?
  
  why you got to be so cold?
  why you got to be so cold?
  got to be so cold şarkısıdır