o solitude

• pantheist'in 2003 tarihli aynı adlı albümünün açılış parçası.
  
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  o, how it hurts
  the sting of solitude!
  ı'm quenching on my own
  my solitude is going to kill me
  
  o, how they tighten
  the ropes around my neck!
  what have ı done to myself?
  from this self-made hell
  who is going to save me?
  
  as ı'm laying here
  with my eyes closed
  ı can see you smiling, drowning in joy
  ı reach out my arms; beg to touch your face
  but you stand there motionless
  waving from the other side
  
  childhood memories: tears of happiness in my eyes
  sitting in the middle of a crowded room
  around me joyous faces -those who loved me
  they are all here for me -ı'm the pride of the room
  beautiful paintings on the walls
  someone throws a match into the fireside...
  
  where are they now? please, tell me!
  as this pain cuts me in two
  and nobody is here to heal my open wounds
  alone ı am dying, alone ı am crying
  ı pray for time to come and take
  the remains of what seems to have been me...
  
  even the shadows of time have abandoned me
  they left terrified by the empty look
  on my scarred face
  time has forgotten me
  ı'm getting older every day but ı never die
  
  "the time has come to end your life:say a last goodbye to the world"
  "ı can't do such a thing"
  "what are you waiting for? the world doesn't need you. die like a honourable man"
  "never! ı shall live and learn to bear this damned pain!"
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