abandoned

• tesadüfen tanıştık, çok iyi anlaştık. ancak yine de bu unintended'ı andırdığı gerçeğini değiştirmiyor.
  
  sleepless in the night
  i try to lose my faith in you
  saying to myself
  you can't be the right one for me
  
  and now that you are gone
  i finally get a taste of freedom
  only problem is
  i don't really want to be free
  
  i don't wanna be abandoned
  i don't want to curse your name
  i don't wanna feel the sadness
  pretending that i'm still the same
  
  i don't want to burn your letters
  i don't want to face the truth
  i don't wanna be abandoned
  i don't wanna waste my youth
  
  you tried to suffocate with your pretence
  and i believed in this shallow romance
  i ran from cover but i couldn't hide
  and still you try to get me to abide
  
  you scratched me like a perfume and
  erasing all the feelings that i had
  and all the time you faked this loneliness
  cause you wouldn't see my twisted mess