scarred for life

• dark hallucinations albümünde yer alan güzel steel prophet parçası...
  
  born into this life a child in the world of doubt
  rejected as an orphan boy torn from his mothers side
  dogma thrown in his way obstacles from which to pass
  the pain his soul endured
  has scarred his body fast
  defiant in an angry heart stubborn in his ways
  determined to reach his goals
  though numbered are his days
  
  lost within his mind
  emotionally disturbed
  abused throughout childhood
  wounded deeply by words
  submerged in hate and fear
  neglected by those around
  affliction was all we had
  lost and never found
  but then something snapped within
  and turned him inside out
  to survive, life had to change
  and mend his wounds somehow
  rebellion against authority
  to conform he would never submit
  punished by society
  upon their face he'd spit
  
  scarred for life, wounded deep within
  healing the bludgeoned soul
  must somehow begin cry out in the night
  twisted in delusion crawling into the light
  
  scarred for life
  
  locked within his mind, a solitary prison cell
  depression fills him with despair
  falling to the depths of hell
  alone in a silent rage the final hours near
  desperate in insanity
  he cries, but no one hears
  
  anger consumed his soul
  in a violent state of mind
  destroyed his every thought
  soon running out of time
  
  lies he believed from voices in his head
  confused in chaos, wishing he was dead
  torn into this life a child in disarray
  blasphemed upon his soul
  a victim of his ways
  scarred for life