not yet

• duyanın duymayana iletmesi gereken sarah blasko hüznü.
  
  i admit that i am unprepared
  staring into the face of death
  and with my hand i cross my chest
  i swear thatı'm not ready for the test
  
  not yet
  not yet
  not yet
  ı'm not ready yet
  
  i feel i missed the chance
  i've lived a fearful life
  i said i wanted to die
  i called to you at night
  
  i called to you but it was in grieve
  when i was alone
  when i was in need
  
  not yet
  not yet
  not yet
  you'll not have me yet
  
  i found a love, i found a home
  no longer lost, no longer alone
  i promise now
  i won't call for you
  and praise the life
  that i owe to you
  
  not yet
  not yet
  not yet
  i'm not ready yet
  
  not yet
  not yet
  not yet
  i'm not ready yet
  
  uuuuhhhhh
  
  in final lap
  i will be said and done
  and all i know
  is that the hour will come