this is a long drive with nothing to think about

• yolculuk sırasında kafadan geçenler:
  
  i. dramamine: we kiss on the mouth but still cough down our sleeves.
  
  ii. breakthrough: open the curtain and let in some sky, let it breakthrough.
  
  iii. custom concern: my head sends a message for me to reach for my shoes then walk. gotta go to work, gotta go to work, gotta get a job. and we’re losing all touch, losing all touch, building a desert.
  
  iv. might: i might and you might. but neither of us do though, and neither of us will.
  
  v. lounge: he was looking, and looking so stunning. his clothes reflected light, all right.
  
  vi. beach side property: oh no, i don’t understand. i got poor eyes and sore eyes and no eyes at all. damn, would you like to take a fall?
  
  vii. she ionizes and atomizes: the real lights can make you heavy but never ever really empty.
  
  viii. head south: cuz here things go from grey to grey, and back to grey again. and they get green and go to grey and go back to grey again.
  
  ix. dog paddle
  
  xi. tundra/desert: every sick, fickle fucker, childhood's what makes ya.
  
  xii. ohio: truly lonely, truly sorry, i see clearly.
  
  xiii. exit does not exist: does not exist, take an exit. i hear voices insinuating. feeds me lyrics to this song that i am saying. sunlight 7:20 pm, early september, standing looking at a photograph that you do not remember being taken. you look out of breath, and me like i am faking. as a matter of fact i don't recall this photo being taken. you don't even actually exist so i just started shaking. does not exist, take an exit.
  
  xiv. by the time i get things figured out, i've change the whole damn plan. oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight. talking shit about a pretty (sunset). blanketing opinions that i'll probably reg(r)et soon. i've changed my mind so much i cant even trust it. my mind changed me so much i cant even trust myself.
  
  xv. make everyone happy/mechanical birds: i said you shouldn't make facts out of opinions. he said that i was right. you're right i knew that i was. and i'd hate to see anybody thank you. but i'd like to see you fail saying thank you though. i'm not sure who i am. i'm not sure who i am but i know who i've been. i said you can't make everybody happy. he said you'd like to at least make yourself happy though. i'm not sure who i am. i'm not sure who i am but i know who i've been.
  
  xvi. space traveling is boring: hakikaten öyle
  
  xvii. edit the sad parts
  
  xviii. a manic depressive named laughing boy