• zihnin içinde yaratılan bin türlü oyunu dile getirildiği, uzun uğraşılar sonucu yazıldığı sanılan, fantastik bir clark ashton smith şiiridir. aynı zamanda the apocalypse of evil adıyla da anılan şiir, fantastik canlılar konulu bir belgesel tadını yaşatır. monstrous manual'i baştan sona okumakla birebire bir etki yaratabilir. konuyla ilgili olarak* incelenebilecek bir başka yapıt, aldous huxley'nin yazdığı ve meskalin'e övgü olarak tanımlanabilen the doors of perception'dır.

    aynı zamanda, ilk defa marco polo tarafından kullanılmış assassini* kelimesi, hashish eater anlamına da gelen arapça hashashin'den gelir. diğer bir taraftan, binbir gece masalları'nda 143. gece anlatılan* aynı isimli ve 798. gece anlatılan ve iki kişinin başından geçen bir öykü de vardır.*

    konuyla ilgili, son olarak verilmesi gereken örnek fitz hugh ludlow tarafından yazılan ve 1857 yılında ilk kez yayımlanan the hasheesh eater isimli kitaptır, ki içeriğinde aldous huxley'in biricik deneyinin 150 yıl önce yapılan bir benzerini bulmak mümkündür.

    merak edenler için clark ashton smith tarafından yazılan şiir şöyledir:

    bow down: i am the emperor of dreams;
    i crown me with the million-colored sun
    of secret worlds incredible, and take
    their trailing skies for vestment when i soar,
    throned on the mounting zenith, and illume
    the spaceward-flown horizons infinite.
    like rampant monsters roaring for their glut,
    the fiery-crested oceans rise and rise,
    by jealous moons maleficently urged
    to follow me for ever; mountains horned
    with peaks of sharpest adamant, and mawed
    with sulphur-lit volcanoes lava-langued,
    usurp the skies with thunder, but in vain;
    and continents of serpent-shapen trees,
    with slimy trunks that lengthen league by league,
    pursue my light through ages spurned to fire
    by that supreme ascendance; sorcerers,
    and evil kings, predominanthly armed
    with scrolls of fulvous dragon-skin whereon
    are worm-like runes of ever-twisting flame,
    would stay me; and the sirens of the stars,
    with foam-like songs from silver fragrance wrought,
    would lure me to their crystal reefs; and moons
    where viper-eyed, senescent devils dwell,
    with antic gnomes abominably wise,
    heave up their icy horns across my way.
    but naught deters me from the goal ordained
    by suns and eons and immortal wars,
    and sung by moons and motes; the goal whose name
    is all the secret of forgotten glyphs
    by sinful gods in torrid rubies writ
    for ending of a brazen book; the goal
    whereat my soaring ecstasy may stand
    in amplest heavens multiplied to hold
    my hordes of thunder-vested avatars,
    and promethèan armies of my thought,
    that brandish claspèd levins. there i call
    my memories, intolerably clad
    in light the peaks of paradise may wear,
    and lead the armageddon of my dreams
    whose instant shout of triumph is become
    immensity's own music: for their feet
    are founded on innumerable worlds,
    remote in alien epochs, and their arms
    upraised, are columns potent to exalt
    with ease ineffable the countless thrones
    of all the gods that are or gods to be,
    and bear the seats of asmodai and set
    above the seventh paradise.

    supreme
    in culminant omniscience manifold,
    and served by senses multitudinous,
    far-posted on the shifting walls of time,
    with eyes that roam the star-unwinnowed fields
    of utter night and chaos, i convoke
    the babel of their visions, and attend
    at once their myriad witness. i behold
    in ombos, where the fallen titans dwell,
    with mountain-builded walls, and gulfs for moat,
    the secret cleft that cunning dwarves have dug
    beneath an alp-like buttress; and i list,
    too late, the clam of adamantine gongs
    dinned by their drowsy guardians, whose feet
    have fell the wasp-like sting of little knives
    embrued with slobber of the basilisk
    or the pail juice of wounded upas. in
    some red antarean garden-world, i see
    the sacred flower with lips of purple flesh,
    and silver-lashed, vermilion-lidded eyes
    of torpid azure; whom his furtive priests
    at moonless eve in terror seek to slay
    with bubbling grails of sacrificial blood
    that hide a hueless poison. and i read
    upon the tongue of a forgotten sphinx,
    the annulling word a spiteful demon wrote
    in gall of slain chimeras; and i know
    what pentacles the lunar wizards use,
    that once allured the gulf-returning roc,
    with ten great wings of furlèd storm, to pause
    midmost an alabaster mount; and there,
    with boulder-weighted webs of dragons' gut
    uplift by cranes a captive giant built,
    they wound the monstrous, moonquake-throbbing bird,
    and plucked from off his saber-taloned feet
    uranian sapphires fast in frozen blood,
    and amethysts from mars. i lean to read
    with slant-lipped mages, in an evil star,
    the monstrous archives of a war that ran
    through wasted eons, and the prophecy
    of wars renewed, which shall commemorate
    some enmity of wivern-headed kings
    even to the brink of time. i know the blooms
    of bluish fungus, freaked with mercury,
    that bloat within the creators of the moon,
    and in one still, selenic and fetor; and i know
    what clammy blossoms, blanched and cavern-grown,
    are proffered to their gods in uranus
    by mole-eyed peoples; and the livid seed
    of some black fruit a king in saturn ate,
    which, cast upon his tinkling palace-floor,
    took root between the burnished flags, and now
    hath mounted and become a hellish tree,
    whose lithe and hairy branches, lined with mouths,
    net like a hundred ropes his lurching throne,
    and strain at starting pillars. i behold
    the slowly-thronging corals that usurp
    some harbour of a million-masted sea,
    and sun them on the league-long wharves of gold—
    bulks of enormous crimson, kraken-limbed
    and kraken-headed, lifting up as crowns
    the octiremes of perished emperors,
    and galleys fraught with royal gems, that sailed
    from a sea-fled haven.

    swifter and stranger grow
    the visions: now a mighty city looms,
    hewn from a hill of purest cinnabar
    to domes and turrets like a sunrise thronged
    with tier on tier of captive moons, half-drowned
    in shifting erubescence. but whose hands
    were sculptors of its doors, and columns wrought
    to semblance of prodigious blooms of old,
    no eremite hath lingered there to say,
    and no man comes to learn: for long ago
    a prophet came, warning its timid king
    against the plague of lichens that had crept
    across subverted empires, and the sand
    of wastes that cyclopean mountains ward;
    which, slow and ineluctable, would come
    to take his fiery bastions and his fanes,
    and quench his domes with greenish tetter. now
    i see a host of naked gents, armed
    with horns of behemoth and unicorn,
    who wander, blinded by the clinging spells
    o hostile wizardry, and stagger on
    to forests where the very leaves have eyes,
    and ebonies like wrathful dragons roar
    to teaks a-chuckle in the loathly gloom;
    where coiled lianas lean, with serried fangs,
    from writhing palms with swollen boles that moan;
    where leeches of a scarlet moss have sucked
    the eyes of some dead monster, and have crawled
    to bask upon his azure-spotted spine;
    where hydra-throated blossoms hiss and sing,
    or yawn with mouths that drip a sluggish dew
    whose touch is death and slow corrosion. then
    i watch a war of pygmies, met by night,
    with pitter of their drums of parrot's hide,
    on plains with no horizon, where a god
    might lose his way for centuries; and there,
    in wreathèd light and fulgors all convolved,
    a rout of green, enormous moons ascend,
    with rays that like a shivering venom run
    on inch-long swords of lizard-fang.

    surveyed
    from this my throne, as from a central sun,
    the pageantries of worlds and cycles pass;
    forgotten splendors, dream by dream, unfold
    like tapestry, and vanish; violet suns,
    or suns of changeful iridescence, bring
    their rays about me like the colored lights
    imploring priests might lift to glorify
    the face of some averted god; the songs
    of mystic poets in a purple world
    ascend to me in music that is made
    from unconceivèd perfumes and the pulse
    of love ineffable; the lute-players
    whose lutes are strung with gold of the utmost moon,
    call forth delicious languors, never known
    save to their golden kings; the sorcerers
    of hooded stars inscrutable to god,
    surrender me their demon-wrested scrolls,
    lnscribed with lore of monstrous alchemies
    and awful transformations.

    if i will
    i am at once the vision and the seer,
    and mingle with my ever-streaming pomps,
    and still abide their suzerain: i am
    the neophyte who serves a nameless god,
    within whose fane the fanes of hecatompylos
    were arks the titan worshippers might bear,
    or flags to pave the threshold; or i am
    the god himself, who calls the fleeing clouds
    into the nave where suns might congregate
    and veils the darkling mountain of his face
    with fold on solemn fold; for whom the priests
    amass their monthly hecatomb of gems
    opals that are a camel-cumbering load,
    and monstrous alabraundines, won from war
    with realms of hostile serpents; which arise,
    combustible, in vapors many-hued
    and myrrh-excelling perfumes. it is i,
    the king, who holds with scepter-dropping hand
    the helm of some great barge of orichalchum,
    sailing upon an amethystine sea
    to isles of timeless summer: for the snows
    of hyperborean winter, and their winds,
    sleep in his jewel-builded capital,
    nor any charm of flame-wrought wizardry,
    nor conjured suns may rout them; so he fees,
    with captive kings to urge his serried oars,
    hopeful of dales where amaranthine dawn
    hath never left the faintly sighing lote
    and lisping moly. firm of heart, i fare
    impanoplied with azure diamond,
    as hero of a quest achernar lights,
    to deserts filled with ever-wandering flames
    that feed upon the sullen marl, and soar
    to wrap the slopes of mountains, and to leap
    with tongues intolerably lengthening
    that lick the blenchèd heavens. but there lives
    (secure as in a garden walled from wind)
    a lonely flower by a placid well,
    midmost the flaring tumult of the flames,
    that roar as roars a storm-possessed sea,
    impacable for ever; and within
    that simple grail the blossom lifts, there lies
    one drop of an incomparable dew
    which heals the parchèd weariness of kings,
    and cures the wound of wisdom. i am page
    to an emperor who reigns ten thousand years,
    and through his labyrinthine palace-rooms,
    through courts and colonnades and balconies
    wherein immensity itself is mazed,
    i seek the golden gorget he hath lost,
    on which, in sapphires fine as orris-seed,
    are writ the names of his conniving stars
    and friendly planets. roaming thus, i hear
    like demon tears incessant, through dark ages,
    the drip of sullen clepsydrae; and once
    in every lustrum, hear the brazen clocks
    innumerably clang with such a sound
    as brazen hammers make, by devils dinned
    on tombs of all the dead; and nevermore
    i find the gorget, but at length i find
    a sealèd room whose nameless prisoner
    moans with a nameless torture, and would turn
    to hell's red rack as to a lilied couch
    from that whereon they stretched him; and i find,
    prostrate upon a lotus-painted floor,
    the loveliest of all beloved slaves
    my emperor hath, and from her pulseless side
    a serpent rises, whiter than the root
    of some venefic bloom in darkness grown,
    and gazes up with green-lit eyes that seem
    like drops of cold, congealing poison.

    hark!
    what word was whispered in a tongue unknown,
    in crypts of some impenetrable world?
    whose is the dark, dethroning secrecy
    i cannot share, though i am king of suns,
    and king therewith of strong eternity,
    whose gnomons with their swords of shadow guard
    my gates, and slay the intruder? silence loads
    the wind of ether, and the worlds are still
    to hear the word that flees mine audience.
    in simultaneous ruin, al my dreams
    fall like a rack of fuming vapors raised
    to semblance by a necromant, and leave
    spirit and sense unthinkably alone
    above a universe of shrouded stars
    and suns that wander, cowled with sullen gloom,
    like witches to a sabbath. . . . fear is born
    in crypts below the nadir, and hath crawled
    reaching the floor of space, and waits for wings
    to lift it upward like a hellish worm
    fain for the flesh of cherubim. red orbs
    and eyes that gleam remotely as the stars,
    but are not eyes of suns or galaxies,
    gather and throng to the base of darkness; flame
    behind some black, abysmal curtain burns,
    implacable, and fanned to whitest wrath
    by raisèd wings that flail the whiffled gloom,
    and make a brief and broken wind that moans
    as one who rides a throbbing rack. there is
    a thing that crouches, worlds and years remote,
    whose horns a demon sharpens, rasping forth
    a note to shatter the donjon-keeps of time,
    or crack the sphere of crystal. all is dark
    for ages, and my toiling heart-suspends
    its clamor as within the clutch of death
    tightening with tense, hermetic rigors. then,
    in one enormous, million-flashing flame,
    the stars unveil, the suns remove their cowls,
    and beam to their responding planets; time
    is mine once more, and armies of its dreams
    rally to that insuperable throne
    firmed on the zenith.

    once again i seek
    the meads of shining moly i had found
    in some anterior vision, by a stream
    no cloud hath ever tarnished; where the sun,
    a gold narcissus, loiters evermore
    above his golden image. but i find
    a corpse the ebbing water will not keep,
    with eyes like sapphires that have lain in hell|
    and felt the hissing coals; and all the flowers
    about me turn to hooded serpents, swayed
    by flutes of devils in lascivious dance
    meet for the nod of satan, when he reigns
    above the raging sabbath, and is wooed
    by sarabands of witches. but i turn
    to mountains guarding with their horns of snow
    the source of that befoulèd rill, and seek
    a pinnacle where none but eagles climb,
    and they with failing pennons. but in vain
    i flee, for on that pylon of the sky
    some curse hath turned the unprinted snow to flame—
    red fires that curl and cluster to my tread,
    trying the summit's narrow cirque. and now
    i see a silver python far beneath-
    vast as a river that a fiend hath witched
    and forced to flow reverted in its course
    to mountains whence it issued. rapidly
    it winds from slope to crumbling slope, and fills
    ravines and chasmal gorges, till the crags
    totter with coil on coil incumbent. soon
    it hath entwined the pinnacle i keep,
    and gapes with a fanged, unfathomable maw
    wherein great typhon and enceladus
    were orts of daily glut. but i am gone,
    for at my call a hippogriff hath come,
    and firm between his thunder-beating wings
    i mount the sheer cerulean walls of noon
    and see the earth, a spurnèd pebble, fall—
    lost in the fields of nether stars—and seek
    a planet where the outwearied wings of time
    might pause and furl for respite, or the plumes
    of death be stayed, and loiter in reprieve
    above some deathless lily: for therein
    beauty hath found an avatar of flowers-
    blossoms that clothe it as a colored flame
    from peak to peak, from pole to sullen pole,
    and turn the skies to perfume. there i find
    a lonely castle, calm, and unbeset
    save by the purple spears of amaranth,
    and leafing iris tender-sworded. walls
    of flushèd marble, wonderful with rose,
    and domes like golden bubbles, and minarets
    that take the clouds as coronal-these are mine,
    for voiceless looms the peaceful barbican,
    and the heavy-teethed portcullis hangs aloft
    to grin a welcome. so i leave awhile
    my hippogriff to crop the magic meads,
    and pass into a court the lilies hold,
    and tread them to a fragrance that pursues
    to win the portico, whose columns, carved
    of lazuli and amber, mock the palms
    of bright aidennic forests-capitalled
    with fronds of stone fretted to airy lace,
    enfolding drupes that seem as tawny clusters
    of breasts of unknown houris; and convolved
    with vines of shut and shadowy-leavèd flowers
    like the dropt lids of women that endure
    some loin-dissolving ecstasy. through doors
    enlaid with lilies twined luxuriously,
    i enter, dazed and blinded with the sun,
    and hear, in gloom that changing colors cloud,
    a chuckle sharp as crepitating ice
    upheaved and cloven by shoulders of the damned
    who strive in antenora. when my eyes
    undazzle, and the cloud of color fades,
    i find me in a monster-guarded room,
    where marble apes with wings of griffins crowd
    on walls an evil sculptor wrought, and beasts
    wherein the sloth and vampire-bat unite,
    pendulous by their toes of tarnished bronze,
    usurp the shadowy interval of lamps
    that hang from ebon arches. like a ripple
    borne by the wind from pool to sluggish pool
    in fields where wide cocytus flows his bound,
    a crackling smile around that circle runs,
    and all the stone-wrought gibbons stare at me
    with eyes that turn to glowing coals. a fear
    that found no name in babel, flings me on,
    breathless and faint with horror, to a hall
    within whose weary, self-reverting round,
    the languid curtains, heavier than palls,
    unnumerably depict a weary king
    who fain would cool his jewel-crusted hands
    in lakes of emerald evening, or the field
    of dreamless poppies pure with rain. i flee
    onward, and all the shadowy curtains shake
    with tremors of a silken-sighing mirth,
    and whispers of the innumerable king,
    breathing a tale of ancient pestilence
    whose very words are vile contagion. then
    i reach a room where caryatids,
    carved in the form of voluptuous titan women,
    surround a throne flowering ebony
    where creeps a vine of crystal. on the throne
    there lolls a wan, enormous worm, whose bulk,
    tumid with all the rottenness of kings,
    overflows its arms with fold on creasèd fold
    obscenely bloating. open-mouthed he leans,
    and from his fulvous throat a score of tongues,
    depending like to wreaths of torpid vipers,
    drivel with phosphorescent slime, that runs
    down all his length of soft and monstrous folds,
    and creeping among the flowers of ebony,
    lends them the life of tiny serpents. now,
    ere the horror ope those red and lashless slits
    of eyes that draw the gnat and midge, i turn
    and follow down a dusty hall, whose gloom,
    lined by the statues with their mighty limbs,
    ends in golden-roofèd balcony
    sphering the flowered horizon.

    ere my heart
    hath hushed the panic tumult of its pulses,
    i listen, from beyond the horizon's rim,
    a mutter faint as when the far simoom,
    mounting from unknown deserts, opens forth,
    wide as the waste, those wings of torrid night
    that shake the doom of cities from their folds,
    and musters in its van a thousand winds
    that, with disrooted palms for besoms, rise,
    and sweep the sands to fury. as the storm,
    approaching, mounts and loudens to the ears
    of them that toil in fields of sesame,
    so grows the mutter, and a shadow creeps
    above the gold horizon like a dawn
    of darkness climbing zenith-ward. they come,
    the sabaoth of retribution, drawn
    from all dread spheres that knew my trespassing,
    and led by vengeful fiends and dire alastors
    that owned my sway aforetime! cockatrice,
    chimera, martichoras, behemoth,
    geryon, and sphinx, and hydra, on my ken
    arise as might some afrit-builded city
    consummate in the lifting of a lash
    with thunderous domes and sounding obelisks
    and towers of night and fire alternate! wings
    of white-hot stone along the hissing wind
    bear up the huge and furnace-hearted beasts
    of hells beyond rutilicus; and things
    whose lightless length would mete the gyre of moons—
    born from the caverns of a dying sun
    uncoil to the very zenith, half-disclosed
    from gulfs below the horizon; octopi
    like blazing moons with countless arms of fire,
    climb from the seas of ever-surging flame
    that roll and roar through planets unconsumed,
    beating on coasts of unknown metals; beasts
    that range the mighty worlds of alioth rise,
    afforesting the heavens with mulitudinous horns
    amid whose maze the winds are lost; and borne
    on cliff-like brows of plunging scolopendras,
    the shell-wrought towers of ocean-witches loom;
    and griffin-mounted gods, and demons throned
    on-sable dragons, and the cockodrills
    that bear the spleenful pygmies on their backs;
    and blue-faced wizards from the worlds of saiph,
    on whom titanic scorpions fawn; and armies
    that move with fronts reverted from the foe,
    and strike athwart their shoulders at the shapes
    the shields reflect in crystal; and eidola
    fashioned within unfathomable caves
    by hands of eyeless peoples; and the blind
    worm-shapen monsters of a sunless world,
    with krakens from the ultimate abyss,
    and demogorgons of the outer dark,
    arising, shout with dire multisonous clamors,
    and threatening me with dooms ineffable
    in words whereat the heavens leap to flame,
    advance upon the enchanted palace. falling
    for league on league before, their shadows light
    and eat like fire the arnaranthine meads,
    leaving an ashen desert. in the palace
    i hear the apes of marble shriek and howl,
    and all the women-shapen columns moan,
    babbling with terror. in my tenfold fear,
    a monstrous dread unnamed in any hall,
    i rise, and flee with the fleeing wind for wings,
    and in a trice the wizard palace reefs,
    and spring to a single tower of flame,
    goes out, and leaves nor shard nor ember! flown
    beyond the world upon that fleeing wind
    i reach the gulf's irrespirable verge,
    where fads the strongest storm for breath, and fall,
    supportless, through the nadir-plungèd gloom,
    beyond the scope and vision of the sun,
    to other skies and systems.

    in a world
    deep-wooded with the multi-colored fungi
    that soar to semblance of fantastic palms,
    i fall as falls the meteor-stone, and break
    a score of trunks to atom powder. unharmed
    i rise, and through the illimitable woods,
    among the trees of flimsy opal, roam,
    and see their tops that clamber hour by hour
    to touch the suns of iris. things unseen,
    whose charnel breath informs the tideless air
    with spreading pools of fetor, follow me,
    elusive past the ever-changing palms;
    and pittering moths with wide and ashen wings
    flit on before, and insects ember-hued,
    descending, hurtle through the gorgeous gloom
    and quench themselves in crumbling thickets. heard
    far off, the gong-like roar of beasts unknown
    resounds at measured intervals of time,
    shaking the riper trees to dust, that falls
    in clouds of acrid perfume, stifling me
    beneath an irised pall.

    now the palmettoes
    grow far apart, and lessen momently
    to shrubs a dwarf might topple. over them
    i see an empty desert, all ablaze
    with ametrysts and rubies, and the dust
    of garnets or carnelians. on i roam,
    treading the gorgeous grit, that dazzles me
    with leaping waves of endless rutilance,
    whereby the air is turned to a crimson gloom
    through which i wander blind as any kobold;
    till underfoot the grinding sands give place
    to stone or metal, with a massive ring
    more welcome to mine ears than golden bells
    or tinkle of silver fountains. when the gloom
    of crimson lifts, i stand upon the edge
    of a broad black plain of adamant that reaches,
    level as windless water, to the verge
    of all the world; and through the sable plain
    a hundred streams of shattered marble run,
    and streams of broken steel, and streams of bronze,
    like to the ruin of all the wars of time,
    to plunge with clangor of timeless cataracts
    adown the gulfs eternal.

    so i follow
    between a river of steel and a river of bronze,
    with ripples loud and tuneless as the clash
    of a million lutes; and come to the precipice
    from which they fall, and make the mighty sound
    of a million swords that meet a million shields,
    or din of spears and armour in the wars
    of half the worlds and eons. far beneath
    they fall, through gulfs and cycles of the void,
    and vanish like a stream of broken stars
    into the nether darkness; nor the gods
    of any sun, nor demons of the gulf,
    will dare to know what everlasting sea
    is fed thereby, and mounts forevermore
    in one unebbing tide.

    what nimbus-cloud
    or night of sudden and supreme eclipse,
    is on the suns opal? at my side
    the rivers run with a wan and ghostly gleam
    through darkness falling as the night that falls
    from spheres extinguished. turning, i behold
    betwixt the sable desert and the suns,
    the poisèd wings of all the dragon-rout,
    far-flown in black occlusion thousand-fold
    through stars, and deeps, and devastated worlds,
    upon my trail of terror! griffins, rocs,
    and sluggish, dark chimeras, heavy-winged
    after the ravin of dispeopled lands,
    and harpies, and the vulture-birds of hell,
    hot from abominable feasts, and fain
    to cool their beaks and talons in my blood—
    all, all have gathered, and the wingless rear,
    with rank on rank of foul, colossal worms,
    makes horrent now the horizon. from the wan
    i hear the shriek of wyvers, loud and shrill
    as tempests in a broken fane, and roar
    of sphinxes, like relentless toll of bells
    from towers infernal. cloud on hellish cloud
    they arch the zenith, and a dreadful wind
    falls from them like the wind before the storm,
    and in the wind my riven garment streams
    and flutters in the face of all the void,
    even as flows a flaffing spirit, lost
    on the pit s undying tempest. louder grows
    the thunder of the streams of stone and bronze—
    redoubled with the roar of torrent wings
    inseparable mingled. scarce i keep
    my footing in the gulfward winds of fear,
    and mighty thunders beating to the void
    in sea-like waves incessant; and would flee
    with them, and prove the nadir-founded night
    where fall the streams of ruin. but when i reach
    the verge, and seek through sun-defeating gloom
    to measure with my gaze the dread descent,
    i see a tiny star within the depths-
    a light that stays me while the wings of doom
    convene their thickening thousands: for the star
    increases, taking to its hueless orb,
    with all the speed of horror-changèd dreams,
    the light as of a million million moons;
    and floating up through gulfs and glooms eclipsed
    it grows and grows, a huge white eyeless face
    that fills the void and fills the universe,
    and bloats against the limits of the world
    with lips of flame that open . . .
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