sarah

• prenses anlamına gelen isim.
• insani oturdugu koltuktan west virginia'ya, doves diner'a oradan three crutches'a, fahiselerin, pezevenklerin, rakun penisi kemiklerinin, deli saçmasi mucizelerin dünyasina sürükleyen, bir solukta okunan jt leroy romani. leroy yazdiginin sadece kitabin bir chapter'i olacagini düsünmüs, bunun tek basina kocaman bir roman oldugunuysa mary gaitskill fark etmis.
  
  adamimizin söylemeye çalistigi sey su: dünya manyak bir yer, gerçekten korkunç ve kötü. oralarda bir yerlerde böyle seyler oluyor ama hayat devam ediyor iste. insanoglu adaptasyon yetenegi en yüksek varlik ve ne olursa olsun tutunacak bir dal her zaman var.
• fur and gold albümünden bat for lashes şarkısı. sözleri de şu şekilde:
  
  adopting sarah's heart (was never gonna be easy)
  with an angel tattoo sinking beneath her belt
  and the dirty blonde sea water (sea water gushing down)
  chewing fingernails in her shit eating grin
  they cut out her heart when (when she was a little girl)
  and in a fishing boat she thought she saw the shadow of god
  he didn't smile at her and she decided (he never came at all)
  and when she died she was going nowhere
  
  sarah
  i want to be like you
  you know sometimes i want to live like you
  so i know how it feels not to see
  
  adopting sarah's heart (was never gonna be easy)
  changing from black to blonde to black to blonde
  but on the dirty tarmac of (the tarmac of the naughty motorway)
  gave me her clothes and told me to take her place
  
  sarah
  i want to be like you
  you know sometimes i want to live like you
  so i know how it feels not to see
  
  sarah
  i want to be like you
  you know sometimes i want to live like you
  so i know how it feels not to see
• yillardir hangi ruh haliyle dinlersem dinleyeyim, beni her zaman duygulandirmayi basaran mukemmel travis parcasi.
  
  where are you goin' tonight
  where do you dance
  when you turn of the light
  
  in your eyes as they're rollin' your hair
  spin you around as you lie on the bed
  but i'm not keepin' time
  upon the creepin' vine, vine
  
  he was the one made you fall
  but he couldn't help you at all
  not at all
  so he packed up and jumped from the wall
  pushing his luck past the ghosts in the hall
  still i'm not keepin' time
  upon the creepin' vine, vine
  
  oh, sarah
  you've done it all to yourself
  with your bottle of gin on the shelf
  and your love letters sent to yourself
  
  oh, sarah
  you used to say you were lucky
  now your luck's runnin' off down the stairs
  to the arms of another
  
  at the back of her mind
  there's a photograph
  of a child all alone in the dark
  she can tell by the bell ringing back at her
  she's lost
  
  where are you goin' tonight
  dressed like a rag doll
  with holes in your tights
  in your eyes as they're rollin' your hair
  spin you around as you fall out the bed
  but i'm not keepin' time
  upon the creepin' vine, vine
  
  oh, sarah
  you've done it all to yourself
  with your bottle of gin on the shelf
  and your love letters sent to yourself
  
  ohhh, sarah
  you used to say you were lucky
  now your luck's runnin' off down the stairs
  and you realize nobody cares
  take a bottle of gin from the shelf
  and pour me another
• bir georges baba parçası.
  baba bu parçada "yatağımdaki kadın uzun süredir yirmi yaşında değil" diye başlamakta ve nasıl bitirmesi gerekiyorsa öyle bitirmektedir.
  
  la femme qui est dans mon lit
  n'a plus vingt ans depuis longtemps
  les yeux cernés
  par les années
  par les amours
  au jour le jour
  la bouche usée
  par les baisers
  trop souvent mais
  trop mal donnés
  le teint blafard
  malgré le fard
  plus pâle qu'une
  tache de lune
  
  la femme qui est dans mon lit
  n'a plus vingt ans depuis longtemps
  les seins trop lourds
  de trop d'amours
  ne portent pas
  le nom d'appâts
  le corps lassé
  trop caressé
  trop souvent mais
  trop mal aimé
  le dos voûté
  semble porter
  les souvenirs
  qu'elle a dû fuir
  
  la femme qui est dans mon lit
  n'a plus vingt ans depuis longtemps
  ne riez pas
  n'y touchez pas
  gardez vos larmes
  et vos sarcasmes
  lorsque la nuit
  nous réunit
  son corps, ses mains
  s'offrent aux miens
  et c'est son coeur
  couvert de pleurs
  et de blessures
  qui me rassure
• bir ray lamontagne şarkısı. house md 604'ün sonunda çalmaktadır.
  
  when we first met we were kids, we were wild, we were restless
  and after a while, i grew coarse, i grew cold, i grew reckless
  i hold this memory, hold you so close to me,
  whispered were we always happy
  lately it feels like i'm asleep and i just can't wake up
  pacing the floor, want to call, but i can't so i hang up
  sharing a secret on the train with a lady
  who's crying has ruined her make up
  
  now i see just how young, how scared i was
  eyes closed tight, throwing punch after punch at the world
  sarah, is it ever gonna be the same
  sarah, is it ever gonna be the same
  
  said goodbye to all the places i used to go
  said goodbye to all the faces i used to know
  nothing lasts forever
  i guess by now, i should know i should know
  
  there ain't a thing i can say that will ever repair
  and you, who had so much advice, and yet couldn't share
  maybe someday, we will look back at this and we'll
  smile, but right now i can't bear
  
  now i see just how young, how scared i was
  eyes closed tight, throwing punch after punch at the world
  sarah, is it ever gonna be the same
  sarah, is it ever gonna be the same
• bir the slackers parçasıdır ayriyeten.
  
  mother said you turned my food to poison
  to her father on a cold thanksgiving day
  the holiday's leave me with anti nausia
  and so i turned my head and walked away
  
  you said i never had to have a reason
  just for feeling all the feelings that do
  the summer days leave me with anti sneezers
  and drunken' was the day that i found you
  
  sarah "sarah"
  but girl you know i love and i'll love you for the rest of my life
  sarah "sarah"
  i'm always thinking' of you i'm so sorry i can't make you my wife, this life
  
  when no one else could make me feel as lonesome
  as you made me feel on thursday night
  because you know when the world misunderstands me
  only you can make me feel all right
  
  i guess i thought that we could live forever
  in a state of such imaginary grace
  where you could find your diamonds in my arms dear
  i could find a reason in your face
  
  sarah "sarah"
  but girl you know i love and i'll love you for the rest of my life
  sarah "sarah"
  i'm always thinking' of you i'm so sorry i can't make you my wife, this life
  
  and so i softly drop you at the station
  slowly turn the key and drive away "ou ou ou"
  do you kiss my lips with hesitation
  because your just afraid of what they might say?
  
  sarah "sarah"
  but girl you know i love and i'll love you for the rest of my life
  sarah "sarah"
  i'm always thinking' of you i'm so sorry i can't make you my wife, this life
  
  wo wo wo wo o lord i had such plans for us
  wo wo wo wo o lord i had such plans for us
• kate miller-heidke tarafından seslendirilen şarkı. kate'in arkadaşının başından geçen gerçek bir hikayeye dayanır; sene 97 kate'in arkadaşı, sarah ismindeki bu kızla bir festivale gidiyorlar, içkiler içiliyor, eğleniliyor derken bir grubun konserini izlerken kız arkasını dönüp bakıyor ki; sarah yok.
  
  her yerde onu arıyor, herkese soruyor en son babasına heber verip birlikte saatlerce arıyorlar fakat sarah yok. ertesi gün polis, olay yerinde sarah'ya ait bir eşya buluyorlar tek iz de bu. sarah'nın ailesi kızı suçluyor tabi; "onu nasıl yalnız bırakırsın" diye.
  
  iki hafta sonra sarah çıkıp geliyor fakat olanı biteni hatırlamadığını söylüyor. kızın da sarah ile bir daha görüşmesine müsaade etmiyorlar.
  
  bazı muammalar sahiden delirtir muhatabını.
  
  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jlph0il_ivo
• prison break'ten
  
  sarah wayne callies -- sara tancredi
• çok hüzünlü bir hikaye bu. küçücük bir oğlan çocuğunun gözlerinden cinsellik, fahişelik, hayata tutunma çabaları, alkol, esrar. kocaman dünyadaki ufak hayaller arasında nefes almaya çalışmak ve bir yandan da yaşamı sürdürmek için başka insanların kontrolü altında yaşamak. hep derler alis harikalar diyarında'nın uyuşturucu almış hali belki de diye. renkleri sigara ve esrar dumanından griye boyanmış gökyüzleri, dayak ve zor kullanım yüzünden kırmızıya bürünmüş yanaklar belki de. küçücük bir oğlan çocuğunun gözlerinden kız olmak. küçücük bir oğlan çocuğunun gözlerinden "mal" olmak, tutku olmak, en iyi olmak.