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  • prenses anlamına gelen isim.
  • insani oturdugu koltuktan west virginia'ya, doves diner'a oradan three crutches'a, fahiselerin, pezevenklerin, rakun penisi kemiklerinin, deli saçmasi mucizelerin dünyasina sürükleyen, bir solukta okunan jt leroy romani. leroy yazdiginin sadece kitabin bir chapter'i olacagini düsünmüs, bunun tek basina kocaman bir roman oldugunuysa mary gaitskill fark etmis.

    adamimizin söylemeye çalistigi sey su: dünya manyak bir yer, gerçekten korkunç ve kötü. oralarda bir yerlerde böyle seyler oluyor ama hayat devam ediyor iste. insanoglu adaptasyon yetenegi en yüksek varlik ve ne olursa olsun tutunacak bir dal her zaman var.
  • fur and gold albümünden bat for lashes şarkısı. sözleri de şu şekilde:

    adopting sarah's heart (was never gonna be easy)
    with an angel tattoo sinking beneath her belt
    and the dirty blonde sea water (sea water gushing down)
    chewing fingernails in her shit eating grin
    they cut out her heart when (when she was a little girl)
    and in a fishing boat she thought she saw the shadow of god
    he didn't smile at her and she decided (he never came at all)
    and when she died she was going nowhere

    sarah
    i want to be like you
    you know sometimes i want to live like you
    so i know how it feels not to see

    adopting sarah's heart (was never gonna be easy)
    changing from black to blonde to black to blonde
    but on the dirty tarmac of (the tarmac of the naughty motorway)
    gave me her clothes and told me to take her place

    sarah
    i want to be like you
    you know sometimes i want to live like you
    so i know how it feels not to see

    sarah
    i want to be like you
    you know sometimes i want to live like you
    so i know how it feels not to see
  • yillardir hangi ruh haliyle dinlersem dinleyeyim, beni her zaman duygulandirmayi basaran mukemmel travis parcasi.

    where are you goin' tonight
    where do you dance
    when you turn of the light

    in your eyes as they're rollin' your hair
    spin you around as you lie on the bed
    but i'm not keepin' time
    upon the creepin' vine, vine

    he was the one made you fall
    but he couldn't help you at all
    not at all
    so he packed up and jumped from the wall
    pushing his luck past the ghosts in the hall
    still i'm not keepin' time
    upon the creepin' vine, vine

    oh, sarah
    you've done it all to yourself
    with your bottle of gin on the shelf
    and your love letters sent to yourself

    oh, sarah
    you used to say you were lucky
    now your luck's runnin' off down the stairs
    to the arms of another

    at the back of her mind
    there's a photograph
    of a child all alone in the dark
    she can tell by the bell ringing back at her
    she's lost

    where are you goin' tonight
    dressed like a rag doll
    with holes in your tights
    in your eyes as they're rollin' your hair
    spin you around as you fall out the bed
    but i'm not keepin' time
    upon the creepin' vine, vine

    oh, sarah
    you've done it all to yourself
    with your bottle of gin on the shelf
    and your love letters sent to yourself

    ohhh, sarah
    you used to say you were lucky
    now your luck's runnin' off down the stairs
    and you realize nobody cares
    take a bottle of gin from the shelf
    and pour me another
  • bir georges baba parçası.
    baba bu parçada "yatağımdaki kadın uzun süredir yirmi yaşında değil" diye başlamakta ve nasıl bitirmesi gerekiyorsa öyle bitirmektedir.

    la femme qui est dans mon lit
    n'a plus vingt ans depuis longtemps
    les yeux cernés
    par les années
    par les amours
    au jour le jour
    la bouche usée
    par les baisers
    trop souvent mais
    trop mal donnés
    le teint blafard
    malgré le fard
    plus pâle qu'une
    tache de lune

    la femme qui est dans mon lit
    n'a plus vingt ans depuis longtemps
    les seins trop lourds
    de trop d'amours
    ne portent pas
    le nom d'appâts
    le corps lassé
    trop caressé
    trop souvent mais
    trop mal aimé
    le dos voûté
    semble porter
    les souvenirs
    qu'elle a dû fuir

    la femme qui est dans mon lit
    n'a plus vingt ans depuis longtemps
    ne riez pas
    n'y touchez pas
    gardez vos larmes
    et vos sarcasmes
    lorsque la nuit
    nous réunit
    son corps, ses mains
    s'offrent aux miens
    et c'est son coeur
    couvert de pleurs
    et de blessures
    qui me rassure
  • bir ray lamontagne şarkısı. house md 604'ün sonunda çalmaktadır.

    when we first met we were kids, we were wild, we were restless
    and after a while, i grew coarse, i grew cold, i grew reckless
    i hold this memory, hold you so close to me,
    whispered were we always happy
    lately it feels like i'm asleep and i just can't wake up
    pacing the floor, want to call, but i can't so i hang up
    sharing a secret on the train with a lady
    who's crying has ruined her make up

    now i see just how young, how scared i was
    eyes closed tight, throwing punch after punch at the world
    sarah, is it ever gonna be the same
    sarah, is it ever gonna be the same

    said goodbye to all the places i used to go
    said goodbye to all the faces i used to know
    nothing lasts forever
    i guess by now, i should know i should know

    there ain't a thing i can say that will ever repair
    and you, who had so much advice, and yet couldn't share
    maybe someday, we will look back at this and we'll
    smile, but right now i can't bear

    now i see just how young, how scared i was
    eyes closed tight, throwing punch after punch at the world
    sarah, is it ever gonna be the same
    sarah, is it ever gonna be the same
  • bir the slackers parçasıdır ayriyeten.

    mother said you turned my food to poison
    to her father on a cold thanksgiving day
    the holiday's leave me with anti nausia
    and so i turned my head and walked away

    you said i never had to have a reason
    just for feeling all the feelings that do
    the summer days leave me with anti sneezers
    and drunken' was the day that i found you

    sarah "sarah"
    but girl you know i love and i'll love you for the rest of my life
    sarah "sarah"
    i'm always thinking' of you i'm so sorry i can't make you my wife, this life

    when no one else could make me feel as lonesome
    as you made me feel on thursday night
    because you know when the world misunderstands me
    only you can make me feel all right

    i guess i thought that we could live forever
    in a state of such imaginary grace
    where you could find your diamonds in my arms dear
    i could find a reason in your face

    sarah "sarah"
    but girl you know i love and i'll love you for the rest of my life
    sarah "sarah"
    i'm always thinking' of you i'm so sorry i can't make you my wife, this life

    and so i softly drop you at the station
    slowly turn the key and drive away "ou ou ou"
    do you kiss my lips with hesitation
    because your just afraid of what they might say?

    sarah "sarah"
    but girl you know i love and i'll love you for the rest of my life
    sarah "sarah"
    i'm always thinking' of you i'm so sorry i can't make you my wife, this life

    wo wo wo wo o lord i had such plans for us
    wo wo wo wo o lord i had such plans for us
  • kate miller-heidke tarafından seslendirilen şarkı. kate'in arkadaşının başından geçen gerçek bir hikayeye dayanır; sene 97 kate'in arkadaşı, sarah ismindeki bu kızla bir festivale gidiyorlar, içkiler içiliyor, eğleniliyor derken bir grubun konserini izlerken kız arkasını dönüp bakıyor ki; sarah yok.

    her yerde onu arıyor, herkese soruyor en son babasına heber verip birlikte saatlerce arıyorlar fakat sarah yok. ertesi gün polis, olay yerinde sarah'ya ait bir eşya buluyorlar tek iz de bu. sarah'nın ailesi kızı suçluyor tabi; "onu nasıl yalnız bırakırsın" diye.

    iki hafta sonra sarah çıkıp geliyor fakat olanı biteni hatırlamadığını söylüyor. kızın da sarah ile bir daha görüşmesine müsaade etmiyorlar.

    bazı muammalar sahiden delirtir muhatabını.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jlph0il_ivo
  • prison break'ten

    sarah wayne callies -- sara tancredi
  • çok hüzünlü bir hikaye bu. küçücük bir oğlan çocuğunun gözlerinden cinsellik, fahişelik, hayata tutunma çabaları, alkol, esrar. kocaman dünyadaki ufak hayaller arasında nefes almaya çalışmak ve bir yandan da yaşamı sürdürmek için başka insanların kontrolü altında yaşamak. hep derler alis harikalar diyarında'nın uyuşturucu almış hali belki de diye. renkleri sigara ve esrar dumanından griye boyanmış gökyüzleri, dayak ve zor kullanım yüzünden kırmızıya bürünmüş yanaklar belki de. küçücük bir oğlan çocuğunun gözlerinden kız olmak. küçücük bir oğlan çocuğunun gözlerinden "mal" olmak, tutku olmak, en iyi olmak.